Heh heh...

I should probably check this morning than twice a year eh?

x-x Sorries, tumblr ate me. Blog's pretty much over there now.

It's been awhile.

I don't post hear often, and I guess I should. I actually take time to think things out here. Tumblr I just post so quickly I don't read what I do post.

But then maybe that's a good thing, nothing is censored. Meh.

I'm trying to write some for NaNoWriMo. I mean, why not right? I've always had people really like my stories but I've never ever finished any of them.

Let's see.. aywas drama.. Hmm..

Well, there's that shit people started with Morris that I still don't understand. I don't see how something that isn't hurting anyone mattered so much to people. The same people that claim to be open minded and caring. It boggles my mind.

Then I watch the rant and debate forums only, usually fishing for drama, and I get it.

Here's a few dumbasses recently:

Darkness (#4363) - http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/183197/ This person is your stereotypical whiny, bitchy self absorbed teen that doesn't think rules apply to her. Her breeding mistakes post is quite funny too.

Mojito (#18979) - This is the craziest Romney supporter I have ever seen. I know some pretty smart Romney supporters and some pretty crazy ones. This guy/girl (We're not entirely sure they keep changing genders.) stir up a huge shitpile of political drama. Since being put out they haven't posted since. Here's to hoping they quit eh?

There have been a few more but those two should keep y'all mildly entertained while I work on Nano. Again, dunno if anyone still reads this but here ya go.

Personal

Things have been going to shit recently.

1) I have NO damn job. I want to be able to help out and not leech off my boyfriend. He doesn't mind but my pride.. I mind.

2) My sister's getting worse not better. She saw the part of her leg that was attached to her stomach concave-d on the weekend. Burst out crying for me and.. I can't be there for her. I wish I could. Seeing a hairy leg flesh on your sunken stomach is just.. Poor kid.

3) Vince is NOT being a father and taking care of my little boy. And yes I say MY little boy. He was calling me mama before I left and I haven't seen him in.. forever.. I miss him so much. That stepjerk is also talking about killing the pets.

4) I can't drive for shit. I hate driving here. I'm so scared to be alone even in the car without Robert. I can't stand public.

5) I stress out over stupid little things.

I'm just.. freaking out and taking it out on people that don't deserve it. I don't think anyone reads this anymore except maybe my "sister" and I don't know.. I just... I'm crying whenever he's not around so he can't see. I can't talk to him about this stuff because he basically already knows and it bugs him that he can't do anything. I have no friends here. I don't have all my stuff here. I feel alone and useless and helpless and I just hate it.

It's just getting worse and worse. Damn, I really want to die right now. It'd be so much easier.

Spottedstar

First thing I notice about people with Warrior usernames, they are usually dumbasses.

Spottedstar over at #40355 is one of these dumbasses.

I first noticed here on this http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/172352/ rant thread. Where she decides she wants to shoot people with a BB gun just because they moved in next to her house. She doesn't tell anyone til she recieves a negative response that ONE of the people stole her cat. All she does is call them all creeps because they were trying to make a living.

She then blames her reaction on anger issues and, get this, OCD.

On her profile are these two lovely nuggets:

"

I sell pics from Google Images that have been customized by me to make avatars for different websites or desktop backgrounds for the price of BP, GP, SP< Random Crap, Breeding Coins, Custom coins, good stuff like that. Or just pretty pets. So send me a message if you want me to give you an avatar or a background!"

 

" I'm totally ADD and OCD. I have anger issues as well. I have a tendancy to be rude to people, then feel bad about it afterward(hint: my rant Great:I)"

 

I bet you all that all three of those are self diagnosed. 

 

And another rant: http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/172649/

 

OH then she posts on the thread that was complaining about immature users. Irony thy name is idiot.

I had to reply, and yes,  I did.  http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/172528/

OCD is not an excuse for a MULTITUDE of immature and rude posts.

*blank stare*

http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/164334/

What the fuck is this shit?

I just.
What.

Tumblrs, News Posts, and Drama

"No, i am going to comment... ok, so here's the problem basically i see a disturbing pattern... I understand the site is in Beta and that means that you are still "working out the kinks" but it feels really disheartening that whenever you see a feature that the users are using to the fullest of it's ability, in a way that makes the game worthwhile to them and a goal becomes reasonably attainable to the majority o the players it is "tweaked" LBPs, tweaked, Pendants of all varieties *tweaked*, MPTs in explore *tweaked*, gold star charms now that they work are gone from adventure, they were in the fields... fertility potions *tweaked* ... it seems like it isnt a problem when only a few users have the hang of things, but when any number of us catch up and are just learning/able to make use of it ... it is then deemed in need of tweaking. I just feel that for a great many goals the closer one comes to being on target with them, then it will be *tweaked* again..."

Wait what... O_o AYWAS IS STILL IN BETA? DUDE! IT's been like, YEARS! How the fuck are we STILL in beta? I call bullshit! Quit  chapping up the nipples! (Yes, I'm inappropriately using that phrase forever now.)

http://imaginaryfate.tumblr.com/

I've also discovered Frey has a tumblr. A vvveerrryy professional one too. *loves on that confession. loooves* I like her as a person, I really do. As an admin? jdflagagnagnr No. As an admin she makes me want to beat her over the head with a 2x4.

See? This is why I didn't even apply when the search for more mods came up. Having me in a position of power? Not fun. Why? Because I run a public non-anon blog that is UNPROFESSIONAL.  I'd have to close it to keep up to my own standards and I don't want to. Come on, I don't even want to hear "admins are humans too!". Well so is that Dave guy from Chik-a-fil, you don't see people accepting that excuse for his stupidity.

THIIIINNNKKK.

For the love of god please start using your brains. WHY did you think feeding that tumblr was a good idea Frey? You look like an asshat now. If you have time to reply to confessions you have time to work on the breeding queue. >=[ Gtfo of the unprofessional shit and make my fucking babies.

Preferably without them having 8bit parts from the original mario kthx?

/RAEG

My Own Debate

Yeah, I keep having them on facebook with the guy I used to call Jebus cuz of his hair and views. It's... It's weird how brainwashed people get.

And on my own debate, Flo has posted O_o

WHY

WHY DO YOU THINK I WILL REPLY?