The Waiting!

Uuurrgglleffflluufff.

>=[ Darnit Spring. How can I know if you like your Crimmus gift if you are a bazillion miles away from it?! Stupid need to spend Crimmus with family.

I swear if you aren't home to receive your birthday gift come mid-Jan I will smite you with a carrotfish! A CARROTFISH OF DOOOOOOM!

~totally light you know~

Also wake up.

That is all.

From Zebby.

Trolling!

Sometimes it's not OMG I HATE CHJU !!!!!!1

:3 Sometimes, it's speaking calm truths. Apparently, that pisses people off MORE!

Blog Watcher

The Blog Watcher prize this month (New routine yay!) goes to GUILL. Why? Because he's been commenting on it to me via instant messenger whenever it changes. He actually notices it and asks 'What's wrong?' o-o

So dude, expect something cool very soon.

Aywas Duo

Asher #11296 and Glitch #4144. You'd be great friends. :|

Le Sigh

Lately, everything is going wrong. December, a month that is supposed to be happy has bloody sucked ass. The only cool thing about it was getting to throw gifts at people... :|

Neither real life nor interwebs is going well right now.

I swear without Siiren I'd be a ball of mush at the bottom of the lake. *gives slavey cookies* I'm no longer.. wanted, I think the word is, online. It seems that talking to me is suddenly a chore for the rest of my friends... Someone newer and shinier came along. Just like irl last year. And I don't think loyalty exists much anymore...


Oh right.. real life:

I can't tell whether Kieran is fucking with my mind or not. I don't know if he's lying about Sao or not. Any of my other friends.. they barely speak to me anymore, when they do it's condescending shit or they deliberately misunderstand me.

Parentwise.. fuck Stepjerk. I wish he would die. Just. die. As for mom x-x She goes from nice to mean to nice so fast, it's nuts. Sibling female 1 needs to grow the fuck up. Sibling female 2 needs discipline or a timeout or something. And sibling male.. really needs to not be sick anymore.

Also, my kidneys are STILL rebelling.

Happy Holidays!

*snickers*

Whoever is bumping Steph's rants, you have made me giggle so freakin much. And today, giggling is needed. So kudos.

(Though some were the old account owner's rants. :P )

Llama feed of the day

http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/68089/


Now this rant says that these two threads are essentially the same thing but one was supported and one wasn't because one was by a mod and the other wasn't.

Two threads in question:
http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/67487/
and
http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/67671/ By a mod

(That first thread by the user has me a bit annoyed, some of the users were just rude. Kirema, no need to be so damn condescending to those of us who screw up. You probably aren't perfect either.)

Now, look not at the OP, but the comments by the other users. I can see why the poster of the rant is upset.

But what I was annoyed with is the way some people responded to the rant. Really now?The only post I think that actually helped for those that disagreed with the OP was Eri's. Lauren just attacked GrayGriffin... Many of the posts were so uncalled for... yet of course, it's the internet. I guess they'll happen no matter what.

A co-inky-dink?

I'm questioning it. Guill (User 246, he shares with Xi!) made this thread: http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/67953/ WHICH IS DRAMA FOR LLAMAS ALL ON ITS OWN! I wonder what made him make it?

Anyway, point of post! Soon after he made his I saw this rant: http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/67965/ made by Lily (Who shares account #172 with Disco!)

I can't be the only one who doubts that last paragraph can I? Doesn't the rest of the rant look like it's targetted at Guill's? ... Or maybe I'm losing it o-o

My Report on Dember. User 679

(Not to deal with main point of post: I'm so sorry my last post was stretchy and gross and hard to read. D: I'm so sorry!)


Now this is my report on the *cough* called Dember. I didn't dislike her until she was completely bitchy to me. o-o At which point I was horrible back.. Bad Zebby.... Still though! I got to looking at her account. Holy shit she's done some bad things! SO! I'm going to write a report on this female.
Additional Contacting Information:
AIM: xDember
MSN: xDember@hotmail.com (no emails here, please)
YIM: xDember
Email: ShapeshiftDemon@hotmail.com

:D Her contact info! She's apparently 18 and lives in California.

Latest:

A rather interesting and public post on another user's profile.
http://www.aywas.com/up/view/535/
Comment was:
"No problem. It gets kind of embarrassing when the staff can't even stand to hear any form of criticism about an error they made on their site. When you have ten thousand people playing, you kind of have to think of the users, not just go "I don't like what I'm hearing, so I will lock this thread and hope everyone else frowns upon the creator of it." It just makes /them/ look immature when they do things like that, whether the community of asskissers agrees or not (it's like they all hope to be showered in expensive gifts from the staff if they worship them to their face). I agree with you one hundred percent."
Now to start the older occurrences in order determined by my attention span:

1) http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/57372/
Her comment towards Nyoko.

2) http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/14429/

"Psh, even if the thread wasn't closed, they never actually get around to replying to people who request them, anyway. And..hm. I don't really know. You're welcome to just wing it, if you'd prefer, though there's much less chance of me wanting to buy a babby like that, since I personally think most of the site artists do a rather poor job on the majority of the breedings, myself. So..up to you, really. If you'd rather me be less interested in buying a pup, and thus less likely to go halves with you, then you can always just send the breeding in without predicts. Or, if you'd rather go halves, I'd only consider it after I saw the offspring, and only if there was at least one, preferably two that I like. Does that make sense? o3o;"

"Well, I've never really seen any mutants having their colors mixed, as much as..two randomly-colored pets getting sloppily stuck together with their .PNGs or something, so perhaps something that at least matched his colors, or even just markings might be better, but, as I said, I will still consider anything you show me."

"Getting SCC offspring would be cool, but melo ears or legs shoddily tacked onto that could seriously be..just plain gross, with some of the toddler-artwork quality'd things they come up with. xD"
 

3) "Sorry, no interest in shisas whatsoever. They look like lion king ripoffs with weird twisted tentacle-tumors protruding out of their back to me. xD"
http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/52154/ Good job Dember. Continue to insult aywas.

4) http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/48225/

MULTIPLE THINGS ON THIS THREAD!

"And, thanks a bunch for the tip. x) I didn't think of that. Faunas aren't really..item'y in the sense of being inanimate objects, but that's a very good idea. Of course, I don't intend to force my poor artists to work on some cruddy 80x80 pixel base for items, and definitely not a 200x200 one for pets. x__x"

"GP payment would probably be optional eventually, but that would be once the site is already up and running and making a decent income to offer our staff real money paychecks, which, obviously, could be spent on another pet site's donation-currency as well."
 (Paying her site's artists in GP.... and advertising her competitive site on aywas. And looking for artists for it on aywas while insulting it. Need I go on?)


5) http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/52552/

The entire conversation she had with Mink. It even ended with a Mod telling her to stop being rude. Interesting eh?

 6) "Psh, 40% failure rate, 30% metal? That's complete bull, I'm selling mine as soon as they work." About Cyrolite Patches. http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/55052/

7)  I'm not going to post quotes and links but she has posted MANY rude/snarky 'needs fixed' babies on the Breeding Mistake thread. To be constantly told that there's nothing to be fixed. You mods have a buttload of patience :\

8) http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/53093/

"Don't really give enough of a crap about this site to actually put time and effort into earning money on here."

9) http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/44154/
"The body, legs and paws are obviously just as big, if not bigger than, the head and tail put together. I haven't even edited the full face, nor the base of the tail now. Physically, it is not over fifty percent when you compare how much is left of the body, legs and feet, as well as the nose, mouth and base of the tail. I purchased my blue custom crystal and it specifically says "up to 50%" on it. No asterisks* there, saying anything along the lines of "if you spread out your 50% line edits to a mane, tail and ear edit, it won't be allowed." If this is the case, then I would like to politely request that the Blue Custom Crystal's item description should be altered to more appropriately suit the additional and currently unofficial 'rules' regarding edit number/percentages; because, at the moment, the item description honestly is falsely advertising "up to 50%". I'll definitely take it up with BJ, though. She's always been much more reasonable at determining percentages, as was made obvious when she interfered about my Demitrex's dawn crystal question. Thank you. c:"

Subtly insulted Skitty.
"Percentages are percentages, and that cannot be changed by an admin stating that two or three different kinds of edits on the same pet make said percentage higher, when it physically is not." Really? I thought Skitty, as an admin, decided percentages... not Dember.

10) http://www.aywas.com/forum/topic/49473/7/
"I was a few milliseconds too late, but as I posted before three people I rather dislike, I feel more than satisfied, and glad I still managed to avoid losing any of my customs. Isn't that a weird way of looking at it~? x)"

Sorry... Valixturus, Kerfie/Hope, Fey/Sarah. Dember doesn't like you. D: Well. That's ok. I like you. (Even Valixturus... even though I have no idea who you are. D:)

11) I'm only going up to the creation of her 'looking for artists for a site' thread. Too tired tonight. D:

Le Stupid

Was I this bad in High School? God I hope not.

Thread of the week:
My comments on it? It was fun to bother the little emo. The little emo with rage issues. Also, the little emo with rage and lying issues.

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I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46		So, how'd this all start? My conversation with my friend, Anne. "Anne: There's this dick in my theater class Named micheal Total ass Kinda chunky Blonde hair Buzz cut He hates markov Know him? Me: No, I don't think so. Doesn't sound familiar. Anne: All he does is talk about you and markov. Me: WTF?! Anne: He said you have hist. Together Me: Hist? o.O Anne: History. Me: . . . I hardly even know him. Anne: He was talking about how you thought you were an animal. Me: Okay, that's it. She me that mother fucker. He doesn't know me. I'll kick his ass. I will. Anne: And how apparently last year you bit someone until they bled. And Markov.. He was like Markov is so retarded. He yells for no fucking reason. He got angry for no reason, he had no right to be angry! D<<< I was like EAT A DICK He's my boyfrand He's like "Eat a dick? I'll eat your boyfriend" "Atleast he has a dick" "Oh your funny." "Yeah, I like to think I am." "Wait are you a freshman" "No" "Oh" That's where the convo stopped. Me: I'm serious. Show me that mother fucker. I'm going to beat the shit out of that douche. I WILL. I don't care if I get expelled. He has no right. Anne: Ass knows not to mess with uppaclass :D:D Me: I've been through a lot of shit, but that fucker doesn't know me. He's dead. Ooooh, he's SO FUCKING DEAD. Anne: You might fix his ass. Okay. Haha I mean face Me: I'm gonna mess it up until he's black and blue. Anne: It looks so bad He's a white winnie the pooh THAT RYHMES Me: xD Fucker. I'm going to wipe the floor with him. Anne: Maybe. I can't be near. No bruises >< Me: Okay, I can let it slide with me; I've had rumors of me killing people, so yeah, nothing new. But no one... NO. ONE. Messes with my friends. Or my friend's friends. Anne: D'aww. Serena I need to sleep Me: Kk. Get some sleep. Don't stress yourself. <3<3 Anne: The virus mono.... the kissing disease.... Me: Does Markov know this fucker? Anne: Makes you BUTTFUCK TIRED Maybe. I can point him out to you. Me: M'kay. I'll fucking kill him. Anne: Ha I think I gave Markov this disease.. Or he gave it to me. Cause we were kissing in my room the night before I got sick the next morning. Me: Eek. o.o That would be bad if you gave it to him... D8 Anne: XD Me: "Oh, by the way, I gave you mono." Anne: It's like a deadly std that goes away if you survive! Me: xDDD Anne: Yeaaah I told him >> He was like.. Yeah.. sorry if I gave it to you. Me: Aw. <3 Anne: I miss him. FIVE DAYS WITHOUT THAT BOY.. Soon to be six.. Me: 3 Hey... what grade is the 'Micheal' in? Freshie like me? Anne: Yep In trost's history with you. Me: WHAT?! SERIOUSLY?! Does he sit in front of Markov? Or someone else? I may actually know him... Micheal L____-A_____? (Name edited for person safety, whether or not I like the little punk ass) Anne: Blonde kid? Buzz cut? Meaty but not muscular? Me: Hold on... Me: -insert FB link here- (I won't because of security shit) This him? Anne: THAT'S HIIIM Me: Mother fucker. Yeah, he went to my school. Anne: ALL HE DOES IS SHIT TALK PEOPLE D< Me: I'm paying him a personal visit ASAP. He's a fucking loser. And yeah, a dickhead. Anne: Well. Spreads rumors people tell him. Don't make a scene though. That's highschool suicide. Me: I'm going to kill him. I don't care that he talked about me; fuckers from my school do that shit all the time. But he's fucking around with you. I don't give a fuck, Anne. I don't give a fuck who sees, who hears, whatever. He's going to get his ass kicked. Me: I'm bringing my chains. I'd bring my cast iron crowbar, but I could get arrested for that. But I'm going to beat him until he can't stand. Until he's fucking begging for mercy. Anne: Fucking around with me? Me: Yeah, harassing you and your boyfriend. Dickhead. Anne: Not really. He just tells me my boyfriend is insane... In a rude way, yes. But I don't want to be a part of this. Me: Dickhead, fuckface, cock smoking, mother fucking, asshole, dirty twat, waste of semen... Anne: Just talk to him? Me: You won't be a part of it. I promise. I got the info from 'sources'. I'm going to do more then talk to him. Anne: You could get arrested.. Me: So what? I'm tired of this shit. People are going to stop, or people are going to die. Anne: See. Serina. You should just calm down. Talk to him. Don't beat someone up over it... That's bad... Me: No. It's personal, Anne. If I don't show this fuckers I'm serious, then Markov'll be right; I will be just a poser. Anne: That's how you ruin your life. Me: By standing up for myself? Anne: High school... is where everything matters Basicaly Its on your record. Me: And? If I just roll over and let them fuck around like this? Anne: Colleges see that and throw you out. Me: Anne... I have no future. I know that already. Anne: Kick him in the junk and leave it be. ...don't say that. Me: It's true. It's pathetic, but true. Look at my brother; 23, no job, STILL lives here. How could I be better? Anne: No. You just need to do good in highschool. Manage to get a job, hell babysit. Me: I'm not good with kids. I'm not good with people. Why? No trust. Because of fuckers like him. Anne: Hit up college. Get a career you wanna join in. Jump into life. Meet new people. Rumba. Practice. Me: It's too late. Practice was Elementary; pre-assessment was Middle; test is now. And I've already failed. Anne: No not yet. I need to sleep though I got a nosebleed So Ttyl DON'T FIGHT! Me: -sigh- Don't worry yourself over me, okay It's not worth it. Anne: I will though. Me: Get some rest. Everything'll be okay. Anne: And you are worth it. Night. Me: Night." ----- So yeah. I won't beat the shit out of this little fucker, but I sure as hell want to. See... Markov is Anne's boyfriend. And he's in my History class. Along with Michael. Michael's gone to my Elementary and Middle Schools. And he thinks he so cool. *huffs* I promised Anne I'd talk to him first. But, I mean, seriously? SERIOUSLY? Who the fuck does he think he is?! Dissing me is one thing; I'm used to it. But my friends? Fuck no. Okay, so Markov isn't my friend. In fact... he really doesn't like me. But he's my friend's boyfriend. Which means no one fucks around with him. I'm so pissed right now. I want to scream profanity at the top of my lungs, cry, cut, and beat the shit out of something all at once. High School. It's fucking hell. EDIT// Just to clarify, no, I'm not going to beat him up. Edited on Thu Sep 16, 2010 10:26pm

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Lunalala (#2782) User Posts: 695		"Talk" can mean yell and scream at the top of your lungs.

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Holland : Crim. (#1182) Premium Posts: 586		I read all that and all I can say is Markov is a damn sexy name.

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Zebby (#1238) Premium Posts: 1208		... O_o Wow. Um. I have one thing to say, "BREATHE WOMAN! D:"

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gl.tch (#4144) User Posts: 167		High School. I'm glad I'm not there anymore. Everything seems so much more important, somehow. Lass, cool it. It's not worth wasting energy over. It might seem like it is, but, hells, it isn't. It just isn't.

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I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46		@ Lunalala: Not at school. ._.; Holland : Crim.: Hell, he's a damn sexy man. But he doesn't like me. Thinks I'm a poser. But he's my friend's boyfriend, so... I still stand up for him. @ Zebby: *hyperventalates* *faints* gl.tch: *sighs* Not for me, but... He just... URGH! He's done this shit for years! It's really PISSING ME OFF. But I told one of my friends, and she could kick Arnold Schwarzenegger's ass in a New York second. She said she'd take care of things. <3

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Grape (#198) Premium Posts: 336		Who cares? Let it roll off your back. The things he says doesn't matter at all. I never understood why people cared so much about these things.

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I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46		@ Grape: Because I'm getting called a freak, being avioded, AND being harassed because I apparently think 'I'm an animal'. On top of that, Markov, who is a nice guy (I see how he treats an; he's a sweet dude), hates me because he thinks I told Michael that we had History. Oh, and people think I'm a cannibal because of the biting thing. Which isn't true, of course; the only thing I've bit until it bled was my arm, and I was bored and wanted to see my pain tolerance. It wasn't even a lot of blood. And it was at home, too. What I don't get is why this little punk-ass is fucking with me. I didn't do shit to him.

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Zebby (#1238) Premium Posts: 1208		Woman! Breathe! It's ok! It's not that big of a deal! Ignore him!

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Kaila (#699) User Posts: 228		So glad I'm not in high school anymore.                                      Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:27pm Grape (#198) Premium Posts: 336 So what? I get called ugly, a freak, annoying, etc etc Just laugh it off. It isn't worth getting worked up over.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:37pm I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46 @ Zebby: I can't. He's in a bunch of my classes. A lot of kids who used to be nice to me think I'm psychotic and a freak. He's harassing my friends, and spreading constant rumors about me. It's A LOT easier said then done. Did you know I have the counselors calling my parents because they think I think I'm a werewolf? They're trying to get me psychiatric help. BECAUSE OF HIM. It can't be ignored. Not if it's making me literally look crazy. @ Kaila: Be very thankful... @ Grape: Same thing I said to Zebby, pretty much. And High School's popularity anarchy. If I'm bottom of the food chain, that means I won't get accepted into clubs, which makes me look bad on college applications. On top of the crazy thing. What college will accept a psychotic girl who thinks she's a non-existent creature?     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:39pm Grape (#198) Premium Posts: 336 What highschool does the student body choose who gets to be in a club or not? No, you sign up for a club and go to the meetings. That's how you get into a club. Tell your counselor that everybody is being a lying asshole. Ignore the rumors. Ignore the harassment. The more you react the more they will do it. You get angry, they are getting what they want.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:44pm I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46 @ Grape: I said already that I CAN'T ignore it. I'm being threatened to be sent to the fucking loony bin! How can I ignore that? And who will they believe: one girl who's possibly out of her mind, or a whole group of students? And at my High School, you have to get accepted into the club by the leader, who's usually a popular student or something along those lines.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:46pm Zebby (#1238) Premium Posts: 1208 You aren't signing up for the right clubs then. Because, I'm pretty sure, in Canada and the States, no school's but private ones do that.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:54pm I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46 @ Zebby: There's around 2000 students at my school (I'm dead serious; we have a large - VERY large - High School. St. Louis for ya). We can't have 2000 kids all in the same club, can we? Too many to handle at one time. So, we fill out a form. And if it's not a club like that, then it's a club based off one of your school classes. None of my classes have those, or they're on days I'm not allowed to stay after school. *huffs* I'm really thinking about transferring to Logos... I don't give a fuck if it means going to a school full of violent, crazy kids. At least there no one will fuck with me. And if they do, who'll listen? This week's been nothing but hell... -_-     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:54pm Grape (#198) Premium Posts: 336 You can ignore it though. This isn't the 1800s. They won't send you to the loony bin because your peers say you're crazy.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:57pm Zebby (#1238) Premium Posts: 1208 O_o We had 2500 kids at my old, old school. The students weren't allowed to choose who could join clubs. I believe that borderlines on breaking any school district's rules.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:01pm I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46 @ Grape: But if my counselors keep reporting this crap to my parents, then they will. They as in my parents. Because they had to do it with my older brother Danny; they won't hesitate with me. @ Zebby: Well, that's how my school is. Run by fucking rich shitheads. And us middle-class kids have to suffer or worship the ground their $200 shoes walk on. Edited on Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:01pm     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:03pm Zebby (#1238) Premium Posts: 1208 So it IS a private school? o-o      Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:07pm Grape (#198) Premium Posts: 336 So, basically you're saying that your counselors are reporting strange behavior that they haven't seen and haven't spoken to you about?     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:09pm I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46 @ Zebby: Nope. It's a corrupted public school. We have... four High Schools covering a good portion of the St. Louis area, so that's why there's a lot of kids. The fact that 9 / 10 of those kids aren't in a private school surprises me. Maybe I should contact their parents about private school 'benefits'. Maybe then school won't be hell. >_> Pft, to believe my district is actually thought to be a good one. Yeah right. Bullshit. If it was, I wouldn't deal with shit like this on a daily basis. >-< @ Grape: Their messages are - were - on the answering machine. "Yes, we're calling on behalf of reports of strange behavior from Serena..." Blah blah blah. I bet they hired the mass majority of them off the streets. I told them I don't think I am, but because I wear dog chains around my neck (I like 'em; they're cool and comfortable to me), I think I'm someone's pet animal. Edited on Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:11pm     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:12pm Zebby (#1238) Premium Posts: 1208 That's illegal. Google it! Also, what your councilor is doing is illegal.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:16pm I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46 @ Zebby: No, it's "their duty". They're reporting it to my parents. Not authorities. I deleted the messages from today and talking to the principal about it. *huffs* But it's not my school - it's Michael. I can't get him off my back, and no matter what I do he still harasses me. I'm just sick of it. I'm transferring. I've made up my mind. Unless my principal can do something about it. (Hopefully he can - a couple of girls were told they'd get expelled if they didn't stop harassing me last year; they stopped. This year - hopefully - it'll be the same.) EDIT// Just fuck this... It isn't helping at all. If anything, it's making me feel worse. *sigh* Just drop it. Okay? Drop it. I'm tired of talking about it. Edited on Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:22pm     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:22pm Zebby (#1238) Premium Posts: 1208 It's still illegal. Not 'duty', specially if they are basing it off rumors.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:43pm gl.tch (#4144) User Posts: 167 I feel that unless you learn to grow a thicker skin, you won't get far in life. You will meet people like this chap throughout your life, wherever you go, whatever you do. If you don't learn to deal with them and their influence now you never will. I would also consider making some personal concessions about your image and style if it might make your life easier. I'm not suggesting 'selling out' or being 'fake' (God, here comes the HS vocab flooding back...) but damn, if your life is becoming a misery, don't deliberately attract attention to yourself. I got bullied in HS, terribly. How did I fix it? By blending in, by disappearing, by not doing or saying things that drew further unwelcome attention. It's survival 101. If you can't fucking beat 'em, keep your bleedin' head down.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:55pm Lunalala (#2782) User Posts: 695 I'm going to make a second post, because I've been following this. I was bullied terribly in HS. I had shit thrown at me, excluded from many groups, name called. I did fight back, I should have kept me head down, but my brain doesn't like that plan. I had tried to throw stuff back. Yell back. Be just as verbally abusive. It doesn't work. Trust me on this. It only makes things far worse. I then changed how I fought back...I did it two ways. I went to a teacher or principle, the other way is I used me words, and used them calmly. A calm comment as retaliation can stop people more than acting just like them can. But, maybe try to keep your head down more than you have. HS is a bitch, and the "popular" kids pick on the ones they feel are below them. The BEST way to take away their power is by simply pretending they don't exist. Edited on Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:56pm     Modify Sat Sep 18, 2010 12:00am HightechLowlife (#1000) User Posts: 21 Dickhead, fuckface, cock smoking, mother fucking, asshole, dirty twat, waste of semen... You're such a badass.     Modify Sat Sep 18, 2010 12:59pm I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46 *sigh* Thanks for the suggestions, guys - I really do appreciate it - but please... Things have just gone to shit with my life right now... I really don't want to talk about it. Yeah, I'll try blending in a bit more (hell, at my school, it's not that hard; all the kids who are notice dress like street sluts and strippers. Not me [thank God].). Like I said... thanks for the suggestions - I will listen to them and try them, promise - but let this die... okay? @ HightechLowlife: Green Day song quote. :3 'Platypus (I Hate You)'. It explains EXACTLY how I feel about this punk. Music. <3 (Green Day, especially <3 <3 <3) Keeps me sane.