Le Stupid

Was I this bad in High School? God I hope not.

Thread of the week:
My comments on it? It was fun to bother the little emo. The little emo with rage issues. Also, the little emo with rage and lying issues.

Modify Thu Sep 16, 2010 10:22pm
I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46		So, how'd this all start? My conversation with my friend, Anne. "Anne: There's this dick in my theater class Named micheal Total ass Kinda chunky Blonde hair Buzz cut He hates markov Know him? Me: No, I don't think so. Doesn't sound familiar. Anne: All he does is talk about you and markov. Me: WTF?! Anne: He said you have hist. Together Me: Hist? o.O Anne: History. Me: . . . I hardly even know him. Anne: He was talking about how you thought you were an animal. Me: Okay, that's it. She me that mother fucker. He doesn't know me. I'll kick his ass. I will. Anne: And how apparently last year you bit someone until they bled. And Markov.. He was like Markov is so retarded. He yells for no fucking reason. He got angry for no reason, he had no right to be angry! D<<< I was like EAT A DICK He's my boyfrand He's like "Eat a dick? I'll eat your boyfriend" "Atleast he has a dick" "Oh your funny." "Yeah, I like to think I am." "Wait are you a freshman" "No" "Oh" That's where the convo stopped. Me: I'm serious. Show me that mother fucker. I'm going to beat the shit out of that douche. I WILL. I don't care if I get expelled. He has no right. Anne: Ass knows not to mess with uppaclass :D:D Me: I've been through a lot of shit, but that fucker doesn't know me. He's dead. Ooooh, he's SO FUCKING DEAD. Anne: You might fix his ass. Okay. Haha I mean face Me: I'm gonna mess it up until he's black and blue. Anne: It looks so bad He's a white winnie the pooh THAT RYHMES Me: xD Fucker. I'm going to wipe the floor with him. Anne: Maybe. I can't be near. No bruises >< Me: Okay, I can let it slide with me; I've had rumors of me killing people, so yeah, nothing new. But no one... NO. ONE. Messes with my friends. Or my friend's friends. Anne: D'aww. Serena I need to sleep Me: Kk. Get some sleep. Don't stress yourself. <3<3 Anne: The virus mono.... the kissing disease.... Me: Does Markov know this fucker? Anne: Makes you BUTTFUCK TIRED Maybe. I can point him out to you. Me: M'kay. I'll fucking kill him. Anne: Ha I think I gave Markov this disease.. Or he gave it to me. Cause we were kissing in my room the night before I got sick the next morning. Me: Eek. o.o That would be bad if you gave it to him... D8 Anne: XD Me: "Oh, by the way, I gave you mono." Anne: It's like a deadly std that goes away if you survive! Me: xDDD Anne: Yeaaah I told him >> He was like.. Yeah.. sorry if I gave it to you. Me: Aw. <3 Anne: I miss him. FIVE DAYS WITHOUT THAT BOY.. Soon to be six.. Me: 3 Hey... what grade is the 'Micheal' in? Freshie like me? Anne: Yep In trost's history with you. Me: WHAT?! SERIOUSLY?! Does he sit in front of Markov? Or someone else? I may actually know him... Micheal L____-A_____? (Name edited for person safety, whether or not I like the little punk ass) Anne: Blonde kid? Buzz cut? Meaty but not muscular? Me: Hold on... Me: -insert FB link here- (I won't because of security shit) This him? Anne: THAT'S HIIIM Me: Mother fucker. Yeah, he went to my school. Anne: ALL HE DOES IS SHIT TALK PEOPLE D< Me: I'm paying him a personal visit ASAP. He's a fucking loser. And yeah, a dickhead. Anne: Well. Spreads rumors people tell him. Don't make a scene though. That's highschool suicide. Me: I'm going to kill him. I don't care that he talked about me; fuckers from my school do that shit all the time. But he's fucking around with you. I don't give a fuck, Anne. I don't give a fuck who sees, who hears, whatever. He's going to get his ass kicked. Me: I'm bringing my chains. I'd bring my cast iron crowbar, but I could get arrested for that. But I'm going to beat him until he can't stand. Until he's fucking begging for mercy. Anne: Fucking around with me? Me: Yeah, harassing you and your boyfriend. Dickhead. Anne: Not really. He just tells me my boyfriend is insane... In a rude way, yes. But I don't want to be a part of this. Me: Dickhead, fuckface, cock smoking, mother fucking, asshole, dirty twat, waste of semen... Anne: Just talk to him? Me: You won't be a part of it. I promise. I got the info from 'sources'. I'm going to do more then talk to him. Anne: You could get arrested.. Me: So what? I'm tired of this shit. People are going to stop, or people are going to die. Anne: See. Serina. You should just calm down. Talk to him. Don't beat someone up over it... That's bad... Me: No. It's personal, Anne. If I don't show this fuckers I'm serious, then Markov'll be right; I will be just a poser. Anne: That's how you ruin your life. Me: By standing up for myself? Anne: High school... is where everything matters Basicaly Its on your record. Me: And? If I just roll over and let them fuck around like this? Anne: Colleges see that and throw you out. Me: Anne... I have no future. I know that already. Anne: Kick him in the junk and leave it be. ...don't say that. Me: It's true. It's pathetic, but true. Look at my brother; 23, no job, STILL lives here. How could I be better? Anne: No. You just need to do good in highschool. Manage to get a job, hell babysit. Me: I'm not good with kids. I'm not good with people. Why? No trust. Because of fuckers like him. Anne: Hit up college. Get a career you wanna join in. Jump into life. Meet new people. Rumba. Practice. Me: It's too late. Practice was Elementary; pre-assessment was Middle; test is now. And I've already failed. Anne: No not yet. I need to sleep though I got a nosebleed So Ttyl DON'T FIGHT! Me: -sigh- Don't worry yourself over me, okay It's not worth it. Anne: I will though. Me: Get some rest. Everything'll be okay. Anne: And you are worth it. Night. Me: Night." ----- So yeah. I won't beat the shit out of this little fucker, but I sure as hell want to. See... Markov is Anne's boyfriend. And he's in my History class. Along with Michael. Michael's gone to my Elementary and Middle Schools. And he thinks he so cool. *huffs* I promised Anne I'd talk to him first. But, I mean, seriously? SERIOUSLY? Who the fuck does he think he is?! Dissing me is one thing; I'm used to it. But my friends? Fuck no. Okay, so Markov isn't my friend. In fact... he really doesn't like me. But he's my friend's boyfriend. Which means no one fucks around with him. I'm so pissed right now. I want to scream profanity at the top of my lungs, cry, cut, and beat the shit out of something all at once. High School. It's fucking hell. EDIT// Just to clarify, no, I'm not going to beat him up. Edited on Thu Sep 16, 2010 10:26pm

Modify Thu Sep 16, 2010 10:29pm
Lunalala (#2782) User Posts: 695		"Talk" can mean yell and scream at the top of your lungs.

Modify Thu Sep 16, 2010 11:43pm
Holland : Crim. (#1182) Premium Posts: 586		I read all that and all I can say is Markov is a damn sexy name.

Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 12:09am
Zebby (#1238) Premium Posts: 1208		... O_o Wow. Um. I have one thing to say, "BREATHE WOMAN! D:"

Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 12:46pm
gl.tch (#4144) User Posts: 167		High School. I'm glad I'm not there anymore. Everything seems so much more important, somehow. Lass, cool it. It's not worth wasting energy over. It might seem like it is, but, hells, it isn't. It just isn't.

Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 1:04pm
I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46		@ Lunalala: Not at school. ._.; Holland : Crim.: Hell, he's a damn sexy man. But he doesn't like me. Thinks I'm a poser. But he's my friend's boyfriend, so... I still stand up for him. @ Zebby: *hyperventalates* *faints* gl.tch: *sighs* Not for me, but... He just... URGH! He's done this shit for years! It's really PISSING ME OFF. But I told one of my friends, and she could kick Arnold Schwarzenegger's ass in a New York second. She said she'd take care of things. <3

Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 2:35pm
Grape (#198) Premium Posts: 336		Who cares? Let it roll off your back. The things he says doesn't matter at all. I never understood why people cared so much about these things.

Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 3:56pm
I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46		@ Grape: Because I'm getting called a freak, being avioded, AND being harassed because I apparently think 'I'm an animal'. On top of that, Markov, who is a nice guy (I see how he treats an; he's a sweet dude), hates me because he thinks I told Michael that we had History. Oh, and people think I'm a cannibal because of the biting thing. Which isn't true, of course; the only thing I've bit until it bled was my arm, and I was bored and wanted to see my pain tolerance. It wasn't even a lot of blood. And it was at home, too. What I don't get is why this little punk-ass is fucking with me. I didn't do shit to him.

Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:21pm
Zebby (#1238) Premium Posts: 1208		Woman! Breathe! It's ok! It's not that big of a deal! Ignore him!

Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:26pm
Kaila (#699) User Posts: 228		So glad I'm not in high school anymore.                                      Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:27pm Grape (#198) Premium Posts: 336 So what? I get called ugly, a freak, annoying, etc etc Just laugh it off. It isn't worth getting worked up over.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:37pm I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46 @ Zebby: I can't. He's in a bunch of my classes. A lot of kids who used to be nice to me think I'm psychotic and a freak. He's harassing my friends, and spreading constant rumors about me. It's A LOT easier said then done. Did you know I have the counselors calling my parents because they think I think I'm a werewolf? They're trying to get me psychiatric help. BECAUSE OF HIM. It can't be ignored. Not if it's making me literally look crazy. @ Kaila: Be very thankful... @ Grape: Same thing I said to Zebby, pretty much. And High School's popularity anarchy. If I'm bottom of the food chain, that means I won't get accepted into clubs, which makes me look bad on college applications. On top of the crazy thing. What college will accept a psychotic girl who thinks she's a non-existent creature?     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:39pm Grape (#198) Premium Posts: 336 What highschool does the student body choose who gets to be in a club or not? No, you sign up for a club and go to the meetings. That's how you get into a club. Tell your counselor that everybody is being a lying asshole. Ignore the rumors. Ignore the harassment. The more you react the more they will do it. You get angry, they are getting what they want.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:44pm I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46 @ Grape: I said already that I CAN'T ignore it. I'm being threatened to be sent to the fucking loony bin! How can I ignore that? And who will they believe: one girl who's possibly out of her mind, or a whole group of students? And at my High School, you have to get accepted into the club by the leader, who's usually a popular student or something along those lines.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:46pm Zebby (#1238) Premium Posts: 1208 You aren't signing up for the right clubs then. Because, I'm pretty sure, in Canada and the States, no school's but private ones do that.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:54pm I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46 @ Zebby: There's around 2000 students at my school (I'm dead serious; we have a large - VERY large - High School. St. Louis for ya). We can't have 2000 kids all in the same club, can we? Too many to handle at one time. So, we fill out a form. And if it's not a club like that, then it's a club based off one of your school classes. None of my classes have those, or they're on days I'm not allowed to stay after school. *huffs* I'm really thinking about transferring to Logos... I don't give a fuck if it means going to a school full of violent, crazy kids. At least there no one will fuck with me. And if they do, who'll listen? This week's been nothing but hell... -_-     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:54pm Grape (#198) Premium Posts: 336 You can ignore it though. This isn't the 1800s. They won't send you to the loony bin because your peers say you're crazy.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 4:57pm Zebby (#1238) Premium Posts: 1208 O_o We had 2500 kids at my old, old school. The students weren't allowed to choose who could join clubs. I believe that borderlines on breaking any school district's rules.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:01pm I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46 @ Grape: But if my counselors keep reporting this crap to my parents, then they will. They as in my parents. Because they had to do it with my older brother Danny; they won't hesitate with me. @ Zebby: Well, that's how my school is. Run by fucking rich shitheads. And us middle-class kids have to suffer or worship the ground their $200 shoes walk on. Edited on Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:01pm     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:03pm Zebby (#1238) Premium Posts: 1208 So it IS a private school? o-o      Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:07pm Grape (#198) Premium Posts: 336 So, basically you're saying that your counselors are reporting strange behavior that they haven't seen and haven't spoken to you about?     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:09pm I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46 @ Zebby: Nope. It's a corrupted public school. We have... four High Schools covering a good portion of the St. Louis area, so that's why there's a lot of kids. The fact that 9 / 10 of those kids aren't in a private school surprises me. Maybe I should contact their parents about private school 'benefits'. Maybe then school won't be hell. >_> Pft, to believe my district is actually thought to be a good one. Yeah right. Bullshit. If it was, I wouldn't deal with shit like this on a daily basis. >-< @ Grape: Their messages are - were - on the answering machine. "Yes, we're calling on behalf of reports of strange behavior from Serena..." Blah blah blah. I bet they hired the mass majority of them off the streets. I told them I don't think I am, but because I wear dog chains around my neck (I like 'em; they're cool and comfortable to me), I think I'm someone's pet animal. Edited on Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:11pm     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:12pm Zebby (#1238) Premium Posts: 1208 That's illegal. Google it! Also, what your councilor is doing is illegal.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:16pm I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46 @ Zebby: No, it's "their duty". They're reporting it to my parents. Not authorities. I deleted the messages from today and talking to the principal about it. *huffs* But it's not my school - it's Michael. I can't get him off my back, and no matter what I do he still harasses me. I'm just sick of it. I'm transferring. I've made up my mind. Unless my principal can do something about it. (Hopefully he can - a couple of girls were told they'd get expelled if they didn't stop harassing me last year; they stopped. This year - hopefully - it'll be the same.) EDIT// Just fuck this... It isn't helping at all. If anything, it's making me feel worse. *sigh* Just drop it. Okay? Drop it. I'm tired of talking about it. Edited on Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:22pm     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:22pm Zebby (#1238) Premium Posts: 1208 It's still illegal. Not 'duty', specially if they are basing it off rumors.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:43pm gl.tch (#4144) User Posts: 167 I feel that unless you learn to grow a thicker skin, you won't get far in life. You will meet people like this chap throughout your life, wherever you go, whatever you do. If you don't learn to deal with them and their influence now you never will. I would also consider making some personal concessions about your image and style if it might make your life easier. I'm not suggesting 'selling out' or being 'fake' (God, here comes the HS vocab flooding back...) but damn, if your life is becoming a misery, don't deliberately attract attention to yourself. I got bullied in HS, terribly. How did I fix it? By blending in, by disappearing, by not doing or saying things that drew further unwelcome attention. It's survival 101. If you can't fucking beat 'em, keep your bleedin' head down.     Modify Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:55pm Lunalala (#2782) User Posts: 695 I'm going to make a second post, because I've been following this. I was bullied terribly in HS. I had shit thrown at me, excluded from many groups, name called. I did fight back, I should have kept me head down, but my brain doesn't like that plan. I had tried to throw stuff back. Yell back. Be just as verbally abusive. It doesn't work. Trust me on this. It only makes things far worse. I then changed how I fought back...I did it two ways. I went to a teacher or principle, the other way is I used me words, and used them calmly. A calm comment as retaliation can stop people more than acting just like them can. But, maybe try to keep your head down more than you have. HS is a bitch, and the "popular" kids pick on the ones they feel are below them. The BEST way to take away their power is by simply pretending they don't exist. Edited on Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:56pm     Modify Sat Sep 18, 2010 12:00am HightechLowlife (#1000) User Posts: 21 Dickhead, fuckface, cock smoking, mother fucking, asshole, dirty twat, waste of semen... You're such a badass.     Modify Sat Sep 18, 2010 12:59pm I Want To Be Alone (#7149) User Posts: 46 *sigh* Thanks for the suggestions, guys - I really do appreciate it - but please... Things have just gone to shit with my life right now... I really don't want to talk about it. Yeah, I'll try blending in a bit more (hell, at my school, it's not that hard; all the kids who are notice dress like street sluts and strippers. Not me [thank God].). Like I said... thanks for the suggestions - I will listen to them and try them, promise - but let this die... okay? @ HightechLowlife: Green Day song quote. :3 'Platypus (I Hate You)'. It explains EXACTLY how I feel about this punk. Music. <3 (Green Day, especially <3 <3 <3) Keeps me sane.