Well..

AJ was moved to intensive care today. He can barely breathe and had a huge seizure last night. We might have to go to Stoon to see him.. just in case... you know. This isn't fair! He's such a sweet little boy. Why do these things always happen to him? He is always laughing and smiling. He only cries when he hurts. Never if he's just fussy. He's been through so much pain. His diaper rash was so bad because of this sickness that it looked like someone had taken a razor to his buttcrack. And that may sound funny to some lamebrains but its not! He's in so much pain... He can't breathe. It's bad enough that he's got West Syndrome so why does he need even more suffering! He's an innocent child! What's he done to deserve this?!? Nothing thats what! What do I need to do to get my baby brother some relief. I've prayed, cried, begged... I don't know what to do. Why can't he get a break? He's just a baby....